the poem of redemption♥'
open my windows to the world
as a cry blasts from my lips
breaking even a pinch of silence
and going through the time
i crawl on all fours
i stand on my feeble feet
i walk step by step
i run through the winds
now i see every face
hear every voice
feel every touch of anger
every sense of failure.
does this carry on much longer?
will i see the light?
what's holding me back?
lOVE,HATE,DEFEAT,FRUSTRATION,ANGER
ILLUSIONS,TEMPTATIONS
im dissolved in the game of love
i am the product of hate
i admit my defeat
im drown in my frustrations
im playing a game of illusions
im trapped in the clutches of temptations
Stand up!
Negativity is my enemy
Confidence is my sword
Success is my prize
Pride is my sheild
time is the mile
blood runs through my veins
now the question remains
What's Next?
Finding myself a way in life.....♥'
hmm... dh lamer aku tk blog. hmm... okla.. i reali agree to the song by Nas-I can. he's rapper btw.... but hiss ryhmes are wat captivate me. his rhymes are wat make me listen to hip-hop. and im not a fan of hip hop. inspired by the energy of his song, it makes me think.... did i act my age? am i doing the best for the world? wats my purpose in life? tat song pretty much says everything.
tis life is a one time show. u make history of ur own. wat hav i been doing? i asked myself. no doubt i still love Nur "A" which i call her doraemon haha!. but i just keep it low for now. no relationships(BGR) if possible.
Sayang, although we're not together, wif the marvel of technology...
let the airwaves send my love to you. :)
love doraemon. :)
When the clock in ur mind turns back to time♥'
u noe, there is a point ot time in life when u wished u cud rewind that particular moment just like u wanted it to be. just the same feeling all over again. itz crazy.. i noe... hmm
From the ashes, will we see the wings??♥'
starting to reali fight that feeling of lost and defeat. i may lost in love but i didnt loose my love for her. i was plauged by anger, lost, confusion and stupidity. but from the ashes, will we see the wings? will i rise up against this inner opponent inside me? or let it bring me down even lower.
she stirred up the El-nino in me. but ryte now, im livin in a world without her. (a song by The Rasmus, check it out guys) tat is wat im listening to ryte now.
till the sunrise♥'
Yesterday, whole afternoon at home surf net tk abes2.. but when at night.... whoa... me and my frenz go all out to watch Man United vs Wolves. at mac. b4 tat kiter ingt nk gi tgok arsenal nyer match but the tv wont show Supersports dammit. had to wait till 1 plus to watch next match..
slacked at macdonalds tmart. ate cheeseburger. den the match starts. Doraemon called me in between. and said she's not feeling well. dear, pls go to the doctor when u still feeel sick k? hehe! love u. hmm.. ape lagi.. after match, slacked at a place.. very nice. but my eyes like begging me to go home.. kesian..... hehe! aku tros nk chau... salam everybody then reach the bed at ard 5 45am
haha! tros down sia..
dh tu jek
hav fun kids! :)
when things go Bla bla bla... i go la la la....♥'
hey... hmm... Doraemon looks quite moody todae. hmm... i dunno why. but im trying to find out.
hmm... i dun want her to be sad. hmm... mayb she needs time alone 4 awhile. nvm.
aniwaes.. didnt do anything todae... my goodness!! im so bored todae... haiyo. i wanna jog one round around bedok reservoir.. sori ppl, didnt go down to play at dome. i'll meet u guys when i finnish my routine. aku nk kurus beb... aku nk terbang... AKU NK UBAH DIRI AKU!!! ni jap lagi aku nk gi jog..
TO HELL WIF THE PAST..... coz i noe itz bringing me down.... IM CRAWLING UP from where i fall. I've made my choice to HEED THE CALL, and a FIST TO LIFE INFRONT OF ME, to whoever telling me of wat i cant BE!
GET IT?
tis is just short ryhme tat i write.. mayb itz stupid for some of u guys... but 4 me... WHO CARES!!
Posioned by boredom♥'
as the name suggest.... i am bored. so fucking annoying....
guess tats all folks!!!
haha!
